DISORGANISED!

Although I carry my organiser around, I still forgotten I've got dance class today. What the hell.

Anyway, today's BBQ was great. Thanks for organising it anyway=]

Screw you dad. You don't even miss me. You don't even wanna have dinner with me!

Se7en and his GIRLS

First came rain with his sold out concert in the states, next, SE7EN with his new album. ASIANS ARE TAKING OVER THE WORLD ASSHOLES!

Grow Up

The pressure getting stronger suppressing me into something I'm not.


God never let us rest. He will never. No matter how far you run, he'll catch you and bury you deep in despair.
Tomorrow, please, I pray hard.



At times like this when I needed to cry,
I've gotta run with emotions to hide.
At times like this when I needed to be strong,
my heart become weak, hoping things won't go wrong.

.............The weakness..............
............I can't feel my legs now.............
.............it's too soon.................

Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Kelsey!

I've been so so addicted to Metro Station's Kelsey, playing and playing in my head day in and out. Now, it's not repeating over and over again on my player. Hahaha

So the Singtel dude came over today to fix the phone and internet connection, which means no more lugging the laptop wherever I go and no more camps at free wireless access areas. Well, I could still do it if I want to..

My life had gradually turning into a boring and whorish cycle. Everyday seemed to be repeating itself. And I thought school was boring, at least you get to laugh at all the disgusting people in school.

1. Everyday started out with, my alarm ringing at 8am and gradually snoozing it till about 8.30am.
2. The usual wash up and make up.
3. If I'm lucky, I would steal a ride from mom or take the public transport which is burning my account. It's like $10 for 3 days.
4. Head to work and do the usual stuff.
5. Head home after work.

How fun. Not.

Due this non-kickass schedule installed for me, I'm gradually turning into a ultra boring person which includes being a semi-vegen, reading a very sadistic, blood craving gruesome crime book written by a Japanese writer, and also to play Solitaire in the middle of the night and turning into a pro by night. I stopped thinking about boys and only looked forward to when I'll be able to eat Korean food.

Ugh, this is not working out. I'll play Solitaire now.

Meatless=Good

I've been semi-vegetarian for 5 days now (not counting the chicken chop I accidentally eat 2 days ago at my mom's birthday dinner) and I think I've lost a little bit of weight already.

Initially, I wanted to be pure vegetarian. But after wikipedia-ing, it stated that vegetarians can't eat anything related to animals.ANYTHING. Which means chocolates included. So, as a SEMI-VEGETARIAN, you can eat at least fish and milk related fiid products. Not so bad. And, there is such a thing called semi-vegetarians.

I'm seriously planning my finances. After getting a dress for my mom's birthday, I'm left with peanuts. Worse, MARCH HAS GOT 31 FUCKING DAYS. That ended up with me eating black pepper tuna sandwiches the whole day.(and I got all cheapo by taking Roz's bread.)

AND, getting my mom's dress was a stupid episode.
I was rushing and walking frantically in Raffles City for a motherly gift. Being as blur as forever, I rush into the shop after seeing the sign, "RALPH LAUREN". Looking about for a nice dress, I was wondering why there isn't and horse signs or logos. I didn't care, so I tried on a dress, and purchased it right away. At the cashier, I had the shock of my mother's life. On the paper bag, was 2 sentences,

RALPH LAUREN

Polo Jeans

Fuck it. I got cheated a whole 160.90$.


So mommy sent me 2 texts last night,
"internet down cant use ok"
Being as desperate as ever, I'm currently in a place where the most expensive engines could be found, CHANGI AIRPORT T3. Yes, I'm making use of the wireless services so why waste money on internet braodband plans? The government's actually wasting tax monies on useless things like changing the signs for carpark. Ya'know, the ones thats says "50c hourly, $2 per night" thing. What's the point man? That amount of money could be used to set up wireless connection under your void decks so all cheapos like me could surf the next for free, for people to surf when weddings get too boring, for people to find our more info on the cheapest funeral musicians or stuff like that. WHO CARES ABOUT A STINKING SIGNS BOARD WHICH DEMAND PARKING FEES?!

The splurging of the government had cost some shops to find ways to bring in more income, which sucks for cheapos like us.
We went for cheesecake at The Cheebye(cheesecake) Cafe after my mom's birthday dinner. There on the menu stated that every customers were to purchase something. Like, if there's 6 people, there had to be 6 orders. You can't order less than that. Some stupid rule. The most ridiculous rule is that we can't ask for extra cups. That's real fucking stupid. Which cafe don't give extra cups?! The owner must be a doofus.

Alright. Gotta go catch the last bus real soon. Hopefully Singtel send their technicians over soon or I'm just sue them real soon. Bye suckas.

Party People

THE PAVILION - FarEast Square


(Next to "Teh Tarik" & "Planet Fitness")


Nearest Station: Chinatown



From 9.30pm till 5.30am.


For 16 years and above.



Tickets are going at 20$ per ticket

with 1 free drink.



50% off on bottle @ door sales!




Tag me for details and tickets! Last chance for you to enjoy your school holidays(if you're still studying) Go or you wouldn't know what you're missing!

=/= grass

No, I'm not your garden's grass where you can just step on me anytime you want or spit on me whenever you feel like.

I wonder if anyone ever taught you what the fuck respect is and I wonder what kind of a world you're living in. If only you knew how I was feeling. The only aim to fix things, talking to you nicely and all I got was a backfire from you. I DON'T DESERVE IT, I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG.

"When a child misbehaves, it doesn't reflect on the child, it reflects on the folks"

All I ever intend to do was to be a friend, your friend. Not your toy, not your grass. I'm not here for you to walk all over me as you wish to. I was trying to forgive you cause I had enough. I don't think I can do that. I don't think I wish to forgive someone who would make me feel so disappointed in, who made me cry and I had to fight back my tears and made my face flush red with anger. I can be nice, I can show no temper. But it doesn't mean you can push it. I had enough and I asked myself, "Do I deserve a friend like you?"

I really want to, but should I?

WHAT THE HELL?! WHY NO ONE TAG?! BLOODY FOOLS

Sneezing potter and panda song

I was Youtubing on Kai Siang's iphone and I watched on of these videos.

Passion, Love

My love. Unbeatable, forver.

6789998212

"......so baby kiss me thru the phone...."The lighting made Kai Xiang blend in with us.

The previous post is a little too depressing. I'm feeling much better now. With the company of the gay-est brothers, all the crap would have whipped cream and cherry on top. You know what I'm saying...

I missed them out for 2-3 years of my secondary school life and I'm glad to have them back again. (Apart from the white balls. Ha Ha, you're still cute la) Get ready for green monster!


P.S. I got into culinary and catering management and I'm not done with my applications!

Life IIIV

I thought coming home to my crowded abode with clothes everywhere, greasy kitchen stove, sticky kitchen floors and having to share a room with my brother's bad enough. Now I realised, these were nothing of a big deal...

I'll never complain again. All I want now are things pretty unpredicted by heaven. The gamble of life at stake. Losing someone more important, is worse than dirty kitchens and messy living rooms. I would know that some day, she'll have to go, but now I want her not to give up hope just yet.

A night out made me miss out so much. I'm guilty.

Coming home to see adult diapers at the foot of her bed made my heart sank. I knew she got worse but denial hit me hard. So I asked. She couldn't control no more, struggling on a malfunctioning kidney, I know she must be feeling terrible with diapers on.

I passed her sitting on one of the dining chairs, I smiled at her like I would normally do. The results from her were fainter. I sighed.

It made me think so hard, how she's changing my life now. A soul we're trying to keep isn't just as simple. I saw my mom awake and bet that she hadn't been sleeping well. Her issues a million times heavier than mine. I wanna do something to take at least half her load, anything in the world. But I know an almost useless immature being like me could do little to protect my family. I volunteered to pay half for the housemaid, I wanted to give my attention to my dog but work had limited so much time for me at home.

No work=no money=time for home
Work=money=no time for home

Feel my pain. Will someone help my decide my pain?

Boys, clothes, gadgets. They are nothing to me now.

God playing his tricks on me

Slowly, it seems that my life is soon a wreck. I would trade anything to turn it around.

Bring me a grizzly and I'll shave it

Mortified by the dweeby haircut. UGH....

That's why I hate to be ugly. Ugly people like me wouldn't be able to pull through hardly any haircuts.

So fuck off pretty faggots. Society doesn't need you

I WANNA WANNA WANNA

• EARN SO MUCH MONEY
• MAGICALLY TURN HOT AND SEXY. (HAHAHA)
• be me again.
  

Too-much-dumb-fucks alert

The so-called funniest iPod. & I'm going to have it. The loud speakers, the wide screen, the big screen, oh I'm so loving it.

I'm gonna get one with 32 GB and shove all my Korean songs and Hip Hop, along with much Korean drama and variety show, download BIG BANG's concert, steal some Family Guy from Jian Hao, squeeze some new songs from Bob, take some Ne-yo from Bangla, file in all my picture and hopefully there's still space for some application.
God damn, you know what's the best shit?
DADDY'S BUYING IT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
A so called birthday and reward for my O'level results. Just hope that I wouldn't have to wait too long for it like 5 years ago for a f'up iPod mini. And the dumb shit's screwed too.

Hopefully.

Pay check's coming in this Tuesday and I'm gonna start a savings account for future restaurant investments. I'm gonna bank in $500 and the rest to fulfil my pleasure. Time for some Club21 and Ambush.. Maybe some really cool headphones to go with my iPod. Definitely 1 BIG BANG album.=]