Anyeong!

I'm letting the past slide by.
As I wave goodbye,
I feel the new me say hi.

I'm so going say anything and everything in this final post.

If you guys noticed,(or not) I've been really fucked this while. My mom(who apparently reads a lot of Holy books) enlightened me. I'm gonna take it slow, step by step and start talking to people(and not ignore them). I'm gonna start approaching people. Whatever the hell that was wrong with me for the past months, I'm gonna learn to let them go.
My mom was right, if I'm gonna let people affect me, how am I supposed to live? Things happen for a reason, people makes mistakes, shit happens all the time. I've been fighting nothing all these while. Giving up dance, giving up someone. This depression I went through made me give up things I love and made me live in the darkest rooms ever where I couldn't breathe. Now they are mistakes that are hard to make up for. Mistakes which deserves jail terms.

A final goodbye, to huannzors.blogspot.com.
A change needed for a better day.

I know I don't have the right to say this,
I would still be glad to be there as a friend.
Hurting you was never my intentions.
But I still did unintentionally.
I'm sorry for being so selfish.
Thanks for making me feel like a princess.
Thanks for lieslikedusts.
Thanks for everything, the everything I've never dreamt to have and you made them happen.
(and I changed the password. time for a change=])

Live well everyone.

To die tonight

I'm going to somewhere no one knows.
In a place where there will be no sorrows.
To kill that bad soul,
That made my heart full of holes.

I will love no one,
My love that no one will want.
Good bye huanni,
Good bye forever.

MAP THE SOUL

www.mapthesoul.com

Good bye dance.

Nothing much happened. I'm just too boring. And lonely. So lonely that I didn't even feel like doing anything for my birthday(which I planned for a huge bungalow party but doubt anyone would come) It's 21 days away, exactly 3 weeks. Somehow I just have a bad feeling about it. Guess I'll just stay home and switch off my phone.(since humans don't contact me at all)

I've still surviving school. I still hate it cause I just don't feel like doing anything at all but watch dramas the whole day, illegally download albums from the net and read lots of korean gossips. Nothing seems to amuse me now. Life's lifeless. Full of bullcrap and endless bulllshit. Stupid assignments like a favourite food report. Don't we have something more interesting to do like rate how hot T.O.P is? Or your favourite edible parts on T.O.P?

Life's so boring right now for me. So fucking meaningless. I don't even feel like dancing anymore cause dancing with a bunch of old office clerks makes me feel like crushing my head while closing the door. Since recital's one day after my birthday, I should just bail out. Life really sucks=drinking with your mom and her few girlfriends.


I think I deserve my current shitty life. It'll get shittier when I go for my dance audition tomorrow and get rejected. It's worse if I don't sleep any sooner.




Sometimes, I don't even know what the hell I'm thinking.
It makes me real mad.

I would like to make a tribute to whoever invented tampons and make lives easier for women around the world. Hallelujah!