Work

Everyone has to work. Whether you're still studying, it's still work cause your occupation would be 'student'. The government just want every living ass in Singapore to work. Work and work and make the 'Work for reward' scheme looks huge. Theoretically speaking, they just want us to work.

Therefore, there is a series of reason why I work.
I'm no exception. But this time, it's my "president"(mom) in one way or another made me work. Everyone has insured their life by buying policies and insurances from decent looking chaps. My mom got both me and brother each a life policy. She said it will be the only thing we get when she dies and she will spend all her assets before she dies. I would most probably get $25000. That's like a quarter of a million. I reckon that I will only get the money when I'm 50. Okay, so anually, my mom has to pay about $400- $500 and this year, I have to pay it on my own. That's why I work.
Since I'm having the time of my life, I either do nothing or head out and do nothing but spend money. Doing nothing doesn't pay. And doing nothing by spending don't pay too. So it's more intelligent to work and spend later. My wishlist is pilling up and with a fucked'up d*d, it's impossible to get them. So I work.
Instead of doing nothing, I should do something and earn some cash. Time for me to do something. I'm trying out at Tanglin Mall where Jade's working, at The Better Toys Store. Obviously they sell better toys. Haha. Working form 10-9 is messing with my social life. Anyway, I'm going to rich when I work. So who cares? Actually, my mom does.

I had a horrible dream last night. I went back Harbour Front but the place don't look like my dad's at all. My maid told me that my dad and his wife found out about the blog posts[s][ss][sss] about them and calling them phuckus. Then they came back and the word "phuckus" where lingering in their tongues sarcastically. I was dead nervous. No wonder my mom told me to treat my dad better. Damn, god's making me feel guilty.


Don't make me look like a fool in front of him,
cause I ain't buying that shit.
I don't care what yor' playin'.
Don't make me angry and give you a kick.
Things aren't good between us,
I wish you wouldn't make it a fuss.
This time I needed the trust,
if you screw it, it will be phark.

We are the history,
I am not his present.
He don't want me in his future,
he's not my heaven.
I still don't know what game yor' playin'.
Some insane lies you're making.
Don't make me look desperate.
Cause I ain't takin' it.

Don't come to me and act like you're so fly.
Look at the gear you're wearing,
They are worse than anything.
You'll never stand on my ground,
you'll never get to stand ON my ground.

Two headed-snakes don't exist.
You're the first live specimen,
I can hear you hiss

I ain't no fool,
you're in my crew.
Don't make me screw your ass,
and put you in the trash.