Land of opportunities

I was having fun with my mom's nail polish a while ago and now the room reeked of nail polish remover.

While enjoying my home-made nail parlor, momma was talking to me about leaving SG for China 'in search for better opportunities'. It made me realised how much my mom trusts me to leave us behind in search for a better job. With that, she made it impossible for me to be bad. The better? I get to have a very large room with a hair dryer, ironing board, big closet, big bed, and a not so private toilet. Somehow, I've got the feeling that part of her responsibility would be left for me.
Well, I simply just want her to enjoy what she's doing or rather, going to do and earn a pile. Haha!



Sometimes she seemed to be able to do much better than me.
Sometimes it seemed that I didn't have much ability.
Sometimes I feeling guilty for almost everything.
Sometimes I'm so afraid that I'm ain't good enough to believe.