Nothing much happened. I'm just too boring. And lonely. So lonely that I didn't even feel like doing anything for my birthday(which I planned for a huge bungalow party but doubt anyone would come) It's 21 days away, exactly 3 weeks. Somehow I just have a bad feeling about it. Guess I'll just stay home and switch off my phone.(since humans don't contact me at all)

I've still surviving school. I still hate it cause I just don't feel like doing anything at all but watch dramas the whole day, illegally download albums from the net and read lots of korean gossips. Nothing seems to amuse me now. Life's lifeless. Full of bullcrap and endless bulllshit. Stupid assignments like a favourite food report. Don't we have something more interesting to do like rate how hot T.O.P is? Or your favourite edible parts on T.O.P?

Life's so boring right now for me. So fucking meaningless. I don't even feel like dancing anymore cause dancing with a bunch of old office clerks makes me feel like crushing my head while closing the door. Since recital's one day after my birthday, I should just bail out. Life really sucks=drinking with your mom and her few girlfriends.


I think I deserve my current shitty life. It'll get shittier when I go for my dance audition tomorrow and get rejected. It's worse if I don't sleep any sooner.




Sometimes, I don't even know what the hell I'm thinking.
It makes me real mad.